Issue 11

poetry

“Pretend You’re Not an Occupying Force”

by Sage Ravenwood

“That Oregon Life Was Never Mine” by Marina Outwater

The encroaching season of the dandelion march
Yellow heads bobbing to Spring’s trumpeters
Here and there the neighborhood putters to life
  pushing rotating blades chugging grassland
She would prefer goats instead of gas hogs
But what does she know of suburbia etiquette
Warm water cascades from a garden hose
snaking from the kitchen faucet
Pup’s first outside bath of the year
Allergy gangs assaulting noses everywhere
The dog shampoo smells like cedar
Chests crammed with a dead season’s sweaters
Face upturned, drunk on sunlight
Her bronze four-legged god spelled backwards
shakes water from his fur
She hates herself for what comes next
Forcing his mouth open and dropping pills
down his throat as if feeding baby chicks
Her throat strangles whimpers
It’s okay now, one more lie heaped on top of another
He didn’t recognize her in the yard
becomes distracted by bumblebees
A dandelion is buttercup under his chin just like hers
Flower head wine so very different from his  
As long as he takes his pills he can stay
here with her
Mow swathes through grass, it always grows back
He doesn’t always have good days
This season of ruin’s hostile awakening
Day’s sentinels battering at the windows to be let in
not unlike occupying armies taking over
home and hearth
Be still, be still, she whispers in the dog’s ear
His head nestled on her chest
I won’t let them in to steal your breath
Pretend it’s still winter
We’re hibernating bears

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Sage Ravenwood is a deaf Cherokee woman residing in upstate NY with her two rescue dogs Bjarki and Yazhi. She is an outspoken advocate against animal cruelty and domestic violence. Her work can be found in The Temz Review, Contrary, Pioneertown Literary, Grain, Sundress Press anthology: The Familiar Wild: On Dogs and Poetry, The Rumpus, Lit Quarterly, PØST, Massachusetts Review, Savant-Garde, ANMLY (Anomaly), River Mouth Review, Native Skin Lit, Santa Clara Review, The Normal School, UCity Review, Punk Noir, Janus Literary, Jelly Bucket, Colorado Review, Pangyrus, PRISM International, 128 Lit, A Gathering of the Tribes, Ponder Review, and more. Her book, Everything That Hurt Us Becomes a Ghost, is forthcoming from Gallaudet University Press Fall 2023.

Marina Outwater is a photographer, writer, teacher, ice hockey player, and, most importantly, the mother of twins.


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